Why

I don't understand
all the feelings i have inside
how i hate you so much
but also my love i too must hide

why did you have to lie
about all that we had
so many funny, good times
according to you turned out bad

you say you were never feeling the way
you told me that you were
you think that now it's gone forever
but for this disease there is no cure

you could never understand
the way you make me feel
how you put a smile on my face
that is forever real

the more time i spend away from you
just makes me want you more
i want to be with you so much
but you just walked out the door

i love you, i love you
i can't say enough
but just don't understand
how on me this is so tough