I am forever sorry for what i have done
small lies turn into huge monster ones
small pain has turned into an unforgiveable mess
but i still love you
but i know that means nothing now
i need help
with both know it
i have tried so hard to be a good person
but my soul is tainted
it is soil from all the evil brought on to me by no fault but my own
i was an easy target
for rape, and getting the sh*t beat out of me by men
even though everyone says it is not my fault
it must be
that doesn't happen to just anyone
does it?
i know i have made you sick
made you bitter
is there nothing i can do to make you love me?
trust me?
believe in me?
like you used to?
you are and will be the only thing i'll ever want and need.
