I?m trying to find a reason to believe,
In all you do and all you say,
I trying to find a reason to stay strong,
Even though I cry each and every day.
I?m trying to hold on,
Even though all you?re doing is pushing me away,
I'm trying not to break down,
But I?m losing you more and more it seems each day.
I'm trying to understand you,
When you confuse me so much,
I'm trying to let you in,
But it seems all you want to do is play and touch.
I'm trying not to love you,
When that?s all I want to do,
I'm trying not you give in,
Because evidently you don?t want me to.
I'm trying not to show my pain,
But that?s really hard to do,
I'm trying to forgive you,
But I don?t know if you really want me to.
I'm trying to let go,
Because you?re only hurting me,
I'm trying to move on,
Is that what you want from me?
I'm trying to get by,
With what little I know,
I'm trying to forget,
And never let my feelings show.
