I close my eyes hoping this will end soon,
I can't remember how I got this far alone,
But i can remember the pain erupting from me wildly
Breaking through my pale skin
Releasing my naked, scarred soul
Leaving behind a mould full of dread and fear
Scared to let anyone in
Terrified they will hurt me even more
Like you did
After you promised you would never leave me
You never cared
And now you've gone and left me
Isolated between these four blank walls
But still I do not want you to come back
Still I don't long for your touch
I will be strong
Not for you.....for me
