Addicted

by Mild insomnia   Aug 18, 2004


Six weeks, five days, four hours, three minutes,
Since you walked away,
Too many times I have wondered,
Why I felt the same.
And if I would’ve left, why am I?
Wishing you were here.
Is it what I feared?

Seems like every time,
I fall for the wrong guy,
Believing all the lies,
I become addicted.

Pain, feels like love.
When you promised me you’d always care, I feel I gotta trust,
Again, can’t get enough.
You told me you’d always be there, and I feel that I must…

I realised I had to get away,
When you,
Smashed the car and slapped me round the face,
I knew…
I packed my bags and wrote you a note,
Just in case you cared,
You asked me how I dared.

I remember screaming,
Wishing I were dreaming,
Staring at the ceiling,
I become addicted.

Pain, feels like love.
When you promised me you’d always care, I feel I gotta trust,
Again, can’t get enough.
You told me you’d always be there, and I feel that I must…

Hating you, I pray for you,
Loving you, I’m leaving you.
I know I should go…
I know.

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