Helpless

by Mild insomnia   Aug 18, 2004


I wish, there were something that I could say,
To help her, through another painful goddamned day,
But I’m helpless, so useless.
Can’t do anything to take the hurt away.
And it’s not like I’m giving up; I’ve tried for so long,
And I’ve done enough; I’ve made her strong,
She still standing isn’t she? And I haven’t left,
I’m still fighting for her nevertheless.

Is it my fault I couldn’t save her?
When I’m struggling to save myself?
Feel so helpless.
When she cried, she didn’t know where you were,
How can you blame me as why she fell?
Feel so helpless.
You’re such a hypocrite,
How can you blame me for it?
Feel so helpless.

In time, I lost all motivation and my mind,
I was having difficulty trying to find, what I was living for,
How can it be my fault? Can’t you see?
I was so busy helping everybody, I forgot about myself totally,
And when I tried to recover, one track, I’m sorry she went under,
What would have happened if I’d lost, I wonder?

Is it my fault I couldn’t save her?
When I’m struggling to save myself?
Feel so helpless.
When she cried, she didn’t know where you were,
How can you blame me as why she fell?
Feel so helpless.
You’re such a hypocrite,
How can you blame me for it?
Feel so helpless.

When you didn’t give a sh**,
How can you burden me with it?
And I wish I could have helped,
But there was everybody else…

When it’s one thousand or one,
How can you tell me I’m wrong?
I’ve spent so much of my life,
Trying to clear all their strife,
Forgetting bout mine…

Is it my fault I couldn’t save her?
When I’m struggling to save myself?
Feel so helpless.
When she cried, she didn’t know where you were,
How can you blame me as why she fell?
Feel so helpless.
You’re such a hypocrite,
How can you blame me for it?
Helpless.
When it’s one thousand or one,
How can you tell me I’m wrong?

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