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by suzie Aug 18, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Life is hard everyday, and the only thing i can do is cut the pain away. Try to hide the scars that sleep on my arm, noone knows why i cause myself this harm. All this pain i have that lurks deep inside, all the pain i have yet feel the need to hide. The blade hits my skin as i start to bleed, why do i feel this pain is just what i need. I look at myself and the world around me, all the sadness that seems to always surround me. I look at myself as the tears fall down my face, i open the drawer and pull out my escape. Yes i smile and appear happy to you, but behind closed doors noone knows what i do. If you knew what would you do, would you shut me out or could i count on you. But i know here and now i can take no more, so on my life i close the door.Please rate and comment