I miss you but then I don’t
I want to call you, but I know I won’t
I feel, and then I’m faint
My heart aching with no complaint
I think, and then it’s gone
I dream of you from dusk to dawn
I wish to talk, but nothing comes out
My heart filling with fear and doubt
Who are you with, and what are you doing?
What desires, do you wish to be pursuing ?
I wonder, and thoughts run through my mind
Are there any secrets I might find?
I feel my love for you, but I don’t feel it back
Our lives being complicated, and so compact
I haven’t heard from you, in over a decade it seems
I only see and hear your voice, in my fairy tale dreams
So is it over? Is this the end?
Or is it time to just pretend?
That you were there for me
And loved and cared for me?
Or is it really over?
