Mom's Point of View part 2

You know what? You're right
I don't really love you
So go cry me a river
Because I finally admitted that I hate you

I lied in the other letter
I despise you.
And everything you said in your letters
Are absolutely true

So what if you think I'm a bad mom?
I really don't care
And you're right about
Me never being there.

But I only hit you
When you deserved it
At least I didn't treat you like a dog
And train you to sit

I know what you went through in your life
Remember, I'm the one who gave birth to you
And no matter how much I drink
I can remember all the things you go through

But it's not my problem if your dog got ran over
That's your fault, not mine
You're the one who let him run around
I think you must be blind

Didn't you see that car coming?
What were you thinking?
Maybe you're retarded?
You're the reason I'm always drinking

If you write anymore notes to your dad
He's going to kill us both
Should I maybe cut off your hand?
Or maybe you should just overdose

It doesn't matter that your grandpa died
He didn't love you anyway
He probably was happy when he died
Because he didn't have to see your face another day

So what if your dad raped you?
He rapes me all the time
Your dad has always been abusive
No time in his life has he ever been kind

Everyone has problems
You're not the only one
So, you want to kill yourself, huh?
Do you want me to buy you a gun?

I don't care if you kill yourself
Be my guest
But when you do it
Please, don't make a mess

Rachel Crombie--8//18//04