My skin crawls
As I stare
Sinking it into my flesh
I watch myself
Like I'm watching a movie
I thought I could
Overpower this feeling
The feeling that consumes me
Taking control of me
To where I sit and watch myself
From the ceiling of my room
As red stained tears fall to my carpet
As I watch my arm cry
And my eyes widen in satisfaction
This creature that overpowers me
I see it in the mirror
I hate it, but no one knows
I still feel this way
I give them what they want
So I am not a bother
But this creature still lingers
Putting me into darkness
My arm cries and I watch
I'm not this monster
Dont look at me so differently
I'm still a human like you
I just cant figure out how to deal with pain like you do
Dont stop talking to me because it scares you
It scares the hell out of me too
My arm is crying
My eyes are drier than the desert
I hate this monster
I dont know who I am
But I hate me
