I hate it that I'm not the one
that now that I'm gone, you can still have fun
that you never felt sad when I left,
you never felt how I felt
you found another girl, fast
and quickly put me in your past
were you as happy with her
as you were with me?
did she leave you more pleased?
I know I have made a lot of mistakes
maybe even given you more than you could take
well, I'm sorry for blaming you
for my days of sadness
I know you weren't the reason I was confused
but I had no one but you
I'm sorry for throwing this at you from nowhere
but I really need you to be here
I have seeing you with other girls
its killing me because I want you in my world
I want to change, really I do
I want to be with you
Regardless of what i made you think
i will forever love you always
and I'm sorry for all the pain
i may have caused you
