I believed all your lies

You don't know how hard it is
to be me watching you
making out with her
I don't know what to do

feeling my heart breaking
I want to cry
would you hold me in your arms
and make me believe another lie

You told me so many sweet things
and made me feel like your only
but in all truth there was more
now I'm left so lonely

I want to hurt you
just like you hurt me
I want your heart to break too
just so you could see

maybe if you felt this pain
you wouldn't be this way
I'd be happy right now
I don't know what to say

don't lead me on
I've had enough
I'm crying my eyes out
I don't want to pretend to act tough

I just wish I could hate you
right now
but I can't
I don't know how

I love you more than anything
your always in my head
but now I cant trust you
how could I after all the lies you said

I don't want to love you
you just leave my heart broken
but really I just want to talk to you
there's so many words left unspoken

I wish I was tough
tell you to just leave me alone
never even look at me again
what I want more is to pick up the phone

I can't take this anymore
why can't I be strong
just move on
I wish it didn't feel so wrong

I'm not just gonna be some girl
that you can always run back to
and I wont be the one
who always runs to you

I'll try to let go
but I want you to know
that even though I don't want to
I still love you