What If?

What if I died tomorrow?
Would anyone really care?
And when I'd have my funeral
Would anyone be there?

What if I ran away?
Would anyone realize that I'm gone?
And what would they do about it?
I know they wouldn't look for me for long

What if I killed myself?
Would it really matter to anyone?
All they would care about is the mess I make
Shooting myself with that gun.

But what if I killed someone else?
Then they'd probably care
See, people don't care about me at all
And I don't think that's fair.

Rachel Crombie--8//19//04