Forever mine?

*I know this is long but it has a good point to it*
You look in my eyes and tell me that you love me.
I want so bad to say it back and tell you how much I care.
You are upset, I cant tell by the look in your eyes.
I know what you want to hear. I close my eyes and reopen them but your not there.

Although I cannot see your face as you walk away, I see your tears.
I wanted to run after you but my feet wouldn't move.
I tried to yell or just speak your name but all i could do is turn and walk away.
I lay in bed that night, face in the pillow and cry, thinking of you.

How can I love you so much but not tell you?
The last thing I wanted to do is hurt you, so why did I?
I was so happy with you, you were my everything.
I just couldn't say those three words and I don't know why.

I think this stuff through and pick up the phone to call and tell you I love you.
I thought about it and practiced the words I really care and I'll always be there.
Your mom answers, sounding really upset I ask to speak to you and I'll never forget what she said.
You can't, she said, for he is gone he killed his self because he thought you didn't care.

I tried to scream but my breath was gone, I couldn't cry because my should was dry.
As your mom just sniffled and cried on the other end I just searched for the words I couldn't find.
She told me of the note that was written for me and how I should hear what it read.
To Brandy, the love of my life. I'm sorry it had to end this way. I love you so much, you will forever be mine.

I dropped the phone as I fell to my knees. I covered my face as tears fell down.
I screamed and cried and wondered why for hours at a time.
A week went by but I couldn't live with my thoughts of not having you anymore.
The found me dead, holding this note that read: To Lee, the love of my life. I'm sorry it had to end this way. I love you so much, you will forever be mine.

I woke up in my bed, face still in the pillow that was soaked with tears.
I realized it was all a dream. But I still needed to talk to you while there's still time.
I picked up the phone and it rang two times and you said hello.
Before you say anything, I want you to know that you are the love of my life, I love you so much, will you forever be mine?

*If you love somebody then tell them because you may not have another chance*