Tears of red run down my face
Then disappear, gone without a trace
The knife of deception stuck deep in my heart
For some reason, it and I cant part
All my deepest fears have come true
Just because of one person, you
My razor blade, my only friend
I sit here with one thought, I wish this life would end
A cut here and a cut there help to fight the pain away
Just so it can return another day
Rivers of red run down my legs and arms
Why do I cause myself such harm
I guess they are right...I'm just a freak
Just sitting here, all it is is some happiness I seek
I wish all you cold hearted bastards would just go away
But it seems your always here to stay
Here to make me cry, here to put me down
Here to make my smile turn into a frown
So as I sit here slashing my skin
I know this shit is inevitable, you will always win
You will always turn my smile to a stream of hate
I know, that all that crap will seal my fate
