What does that mean to you?

What does that mean to you?
No one beside me
To listen to me,
To hear my cry,
To care for me,
To love me,
To Hold me close,
To tell me everything will be alright
This is my life....
I cry myself to sleep when somethings wrong
I feel like I'm alone in the world and I don't belong
I feel like I have no life, like I'm helpless and I can't fight
I keep falling and losing eveything I get
Depression is my obession
Misery, nothing to live for
Darkness all around me
I'm hurting inside and I can't deny
I feel stupid and different from everyone
My life is surround by suffering, sadness, darkness, sorrow, hurt, hate, pain, and death.
This is me....
I'm sorry I'm not perfect
The pain reminds the same
I'm nothing
I'm worthless
This is me....
No cares... just tears
I'm afraid,
I fear my life might be taken away
I'm alone in this darkness that's inside me forever
I'm bleeding tear because I fear
I'm full of emptiness, with hate and rage
I'm lost, hated a fool just because it's cool
Destoried by lies
This is me....
what does that mean to you?