Moment of Weakness

You never knew I felt this way
The right words never came
I never knew what to say.

What was on my heart
Afraid of what you would think
Afraid of what it would start.

So to myself i kept this
My teenage years filled with pain
My heart knew no happiness no bliss

I'm so sorry for what i have done
No other way i could think of
No other place i could have run.

The way i want you to remember me
Is not the way i am now
But the way i used to be

Do not remember me in this lowly state
But remember the way I used to be
When fun and laughter I would create

I'm sorry if you grieve
I'm sorry if your sad
But I just had to leave.

I don't want you to cry
I don't want you to blame yourself
I don't want you to wonder why

Just understand this is what i had to do
I don't have the words to explain
But its what's best for me and you

Please don't be sad
Please don't cry
Remember me and be glad

Don't worry we will see each other again one day
But we will be reunited again.
When you come home with me to stay

Again I ask Please don't cry
Please don't blame yourself
Please don't ask why

Understand its not your fault
You did not cause this
Life no more did I exalt.

I beg you one last time
Do not blame yourself do not be sad
The decision was all mine.

Please remember my old smile
And the way i used to laugh
It will make it all worth while

One last time please done cry
Don't blame yourself
And don't ask why

With my final breath i say good-bye
There is no turning back
As to my final resting place I will go to lie