Why Do I Feel Pain?

U took my family, U will take them too
How many more deaths do i have 2 go through?
U know my life!Wot my future holds.
U know what's gonna happen as 2day unfolds.
I don't know anything, its so unclear
Is there happiness 4 me, if so is it near?
I'm feeling just pain all of the time
I'm so self-centered all i think of is mine
Yet there r friends here who have pain too
I wanna 4get about me, in order 2 help u
Plz let me get over myself,u see?
I wanna comfort u 2 4get about me
But when its time 2 help myself and I
I cant do nothing but sit and cry