But some reason we started talking again. I did still have feelings 4 you and I guess you still had some for me. So we went back to talking and just hanging out again. Even though we weren’t a “couple” we acted like one. You came to the park with me and us just having fun. You had this broken up razor. You decided to carve in a tree C+J. It was really romantic. We just were living our lives still keeping our love a secret. There was some gossip in school but we didn’t really care. We spent Valentines Day together. The 1st time you met my mom. She loved you. My life couldn’t be any better I thought. Weeks had gone by and I remember this one Friday we wanted to see a movie. But we missed it. It was fine we just hung out instead. We decided to go to my friend’s house and just hang out. It was really late at night. You decided to play basketball and I was dancing in the middle of the street. It was time to go home. My mom offered to take you home. So we got to your house and you wanted me to come in. So I did and I met your mom. Everything had been great. Both our moms really like each other. So it was time for us to go and I gave you a big hug. I came home and that night we talked on the phone. We got into an argument. You told me we weren’t together so if I kissed some one else you wouldn’t be mad and I got upset because I told him of course I would be mad. It was just so complicated. But we made up and I told him to call me the next day. It was a really bad day. He didn’t even call me. So I decided to call him. He was so mean and rude to me. It had broken my heart. I new me and him were over. Just didn’t understand why. Once again you had hurt me. Now I really couldn’t get over you. I cried every night. No 1 could stand to see me like this. What went wrong I asked my self? What did I do to deserve this? My heart was aching in pain. I was finally moving on. But you called my best friend. Told her you still like me and couldn’t stop thinking about me. You tried to like some other girl but it just didn’t happen. She called me and had told me everything he said. I was delighted and couldn’t believe it. Somehow it didn’t work out. We still didn’t talk and I was still miserable. We just had kept going back and forth. You really broke my heart. I new I loved you and all you did was step on my heart and break it into pieces. Our love was for 7 months. It meant a lot too me. Something special It been months and months and not a day where I don’t think about you. Yes I have moved on with my life but you are still in my heart. We are just friends now and I m ok with that. But deep down in my heart I know you still love me just as much as I love you. I need to let you go and if you come back then its true love………
This is a true story and I wrote this to my first true teenage love. Just let every girl know out there don’t let a boy break your heart. Keep you guard up and watch out so your heart won’t get broken like mine did….. Thank you for reading and please vote and comment
