I'll Forever Bleed

You broke my heart
And it will forever bleed
I used to think
That you were the only one I need

But I apparently was wrong
Because you left scars on my heart
You didn't care about my feelings
And you ripped my heart apart

You ripped it out of my chest
Tore it into a million pieces
I used to trust you
But you betrayed me

My heart has shattered
Into more than just two
And it's all because
I trusted you

You stepped all over me
And took me for granted
But I didn't do anything
And look where I landed

I'm feeling bad for myself
And not getting over you
I really thought
Your feelings for me were true

See the scars on my wrists?
That's all because of you
Right now I hope
You feel as bad as I do

See this knife in my hand?
I plan to cut my heart out
Even if you don't want me to
It's too late now

I have this knife
Pointed at my chest
Remembering all the times you've lied
The thing that you did best

I'll make an "x" on my heart
Because that's where your words hit
And then I'll carve my heart out
I hope you forever remember this

See what you did?
I'm going to forever bleed
And it's because you lied
And betrayed me

I'm going to get over you
Because I'm going to die
And I'm going to let you go
So here's my goodbye

Goodbye to you
I'll be dead in one more cut
And it's all your fault
I didn't want to kill myself, but..

I guess this is what it's come to
I'm going to die for love
But you'll always see me in the clouds
When you look at the sky above

Rachel Crombie--8//20//04