FALLING APART FROM THE INSIDE
They pull me down so easily,
sometimes they'll even make me cry,
But i don't tell them this,
cause i don't think going to understand why.
Sometimes they can cause a lot of stress,
and fill me with so much hate
But i seem to hide it well,
as they think my life is somewhat great.
Inside i might be falling apart
And it might be tearing me up as well,
but I rather it be me,
than for them to be hurting as well..
I see the stress that they go through each day
with my sister and all,
I see how they struggle to live up to,
to what makes my sister fall.
Everyday i struggle with the way my sister is
How her life seems so empty, or how she seems so weak
they blame it on her sickness,
but the fact she's always like this every single week.
I feel like i have to be the good one,
the one that doesn't cause any strife,
so when it comes down to the truth,
I'm afraid to tell them, i struggle with this life.
*My sister has been ill for years, and it brings me down so much to see her the way she is, my parents struggle with her being sick and all, and so i feel that i have to be the good child, but i', afraid to tell them that i struggle with this life, i dont want to cause any more stress to them, than what they have now...PLEASE COMMENT OR RATE THANKS HEAPS*
This is really sad. I guess your parents dont stop to think about what ur going through cuz of ur sister. They dont understand its just as difficult for you. I suggest you have a talk with them and let them know how you feel.
