It wasn't my idea to fall in love with you,
i was swept into a dream so untrue,
every moment was heaven with you,
and then it all fades away,
and my nights turn to day,
and the existence of you being away,
i try to catch my breath and hold on to life,
the hollow pit in my stomach,stabbed with a knife,
a feeling of sadness built up in my throat,
and the meaningless words that are written in your note,
where is the love that used to be,
you took it away and its killing me,
how could you do such a cruel thing
i was there for you through everything,
i gave you all i had,
and you put me down and made me so sad,
now there are hours that just go on for days,
and I'm trying to cope with you being.....so far away