My quite goodbye

A father who never cared
a mother who never shared
he pain within
a brothers who lost they're way
and a sister who always used to say
she wanted to die
and all she did was lie
then she looked in the mirror
and saw who she was
and she hated it so she took the pills in one go
no one would know
what happened to her
a trusted friend had told her she was worthless
when she said no
now it was time for her to let go
you can not see
what it was doing to Me
i am the sister the friend
but in the end
i still took the pills
then i went out
and watched the sunset over the hills
i miss my father who never cared
the mother who never shared
the pain within
and the brothers who lost they're way
and now it is my time to die
to cry
and to say goodbye
i lie down on the grass
and bass
in the setting light
and as day turns to night
i fade away
and you beg me to stay
this is how i wanted to die
this was my quite goodbye