What happened to the life i had a short time ago
what happened to the joys that i used to know
who is the face in the mirror i cant seem to recognize
why does it look like there's sorrow built up in my eyes
why am i so alone like i have no one
i hate this person and what Ive become
why do i pretend to be happy everyday
when i wish someone would take this pain away
how come my own boyfriend doesn't want to touch me
and when i grab his hand he pulls away for everyone to see
why do i pretend to be happy when really I'm sad
why do i hurt inside and still try to make everyone glad
why am i to scared to say i need help
why am ashamed to look at myself
who can take away my pain and let me be
and why do i hate me