Twist my words they become unscrewed,
Unravelled in your interrogation,
The pain is set on repeat,
It's not in my imagination.
Subconsciously I get pulled under again,
I smile but I'm decaying inside,
Subconsciously the pain takes over me,
Taken over by countless thoughts of suicide.
Memories of my insanity can't be ignored
Revolving my soul in a thousand directions
Unsure about all the things being said
Scarring myself with my hurtful intentions
Subconsciously I am cutting myself away
The only truth is that you're lying
Subconsciously I'm starving again
Death will save me from dying
