I hate what I am; what I've become inside
I don't even feel bad all those times I lied
I hate to cry
I don't let tears fall from these eyes
When I'm around me I seethe with hate
how much more of this can I take
If I kill myself I won't have to live
trust me, its okay, I have nothing left to give
nothing works, not even using my knife
I would give anything not to live this life
I don't know if I can last another day
I just want myself to go away
