My Shattered Heart

Your so-sweet face,
That wonderful hair,
My love for you was just too much,
I could hardly bare.

The way that you spoke to me,
That one day in choir,
I knew we were meant to be,
You were my one desire.

I didn't know how to express my feeling,
Many thoughts came to mind,
But in the end I decided on a note,
A Hopeful Friend it was signed.

I had included my screen name,
So maybe you would Instant Message me,
It turned out that you did,
I was in glee.

After you learned who I was,
You didn't leave me,
I was even kinda hoping,
That we could possibly be?

We talked every day,
Sometimes until way after midnight,
We even kinda acted like brother and sister,
In every little fight.

Our friendship evolved into a lot more,
Well at least for me it did,
I even had dreams of telling you my feelings,
But in them you then hid.

One night I gathered the courage,
And I told my love for you,
You didn't even hide,
You said I love you too,

My stomach began to twist,
You said I love you Joy,
Those were the exact words,
I wanted to hear from that boy.

Over the next few days,
Our love grew,
Little did I know,
The damage you were about to do.

You decided to take it all back,
You said No I never really cared,
I wanted to make you feel good,
Those weren't true feelings that I shared.

My heart was shattered,
Beaten to the floor,
Those three simple words,
Now made me sore.

How could you do that?
What was going through your head?
How could you take it back,
Many of my tears were about to be shed.

I cried for days,
You didn't care,
My friends always said,
You wouldn't be fair.

I guess they were right,
Now we don't even talk,
So in anger I went to your house,
And wrote I hate you Justin on the sidewalk.

My story ends here,
But this is still true,
Justin, despite the pain you gave me,
I still love you.

**Yeah this seems kind of incomplete...I might add more to it later. Give me your input on it so far. And yes this is true...Justin took my heart and shattered it in two...I thought I was over him, but I'm not. The next time I see him will be in two days when we're back in school. Pray for me that I can cope with this. Thanks everyone.**