Unsolved Love (free verse)

I'm sad around her
I'm sad without her
I don't know what I want
Maybe because I know I can never have her
But I just can't stop
I'm falling and I can't get back up
She's in my dreams
She's in my every thought
If I can never have her love
Then why does she mean the world to me
If I was about to die
I'd want to see her before I'd say goodbye
I want to tell her
Oh how I want to
But were such good friends now
And I'm afraid of losing that
I'm so confused
She seems so happy
And I'm not
Maybe I'd be happy with her
But I'm not sure
Everyday my love for you grows
But there are just too many maybes
I guess I will never know