I knew what I was getting into,
so I shouldn't feel this way,
thinking about you
and wanting you everyday.
It's just a thing we do,
what the attraction leads us to.
Just having fun,
is what its supposed to be
Just friends to you,
but you secretly mean more to me.
I think of you and close my eyes,
see your face, and realize
the choices that I make,
in the end just cause me pain
but I cant seem to resist you
wanting you drives me insane.
Lately I don't know how to act,
what to think, or say cause all
that's on my mind is how
I want you in every way.
Only if you knew, I wonder
what you would do
Push me away? or feel this way too?
But just like a bad reflection,
I hate rejection and I would
die if it was from you
So now I will let you go,
without ever letting you know
and friends we will stay.
But In my dreams I will have you
near
Where showing my loves not a fear.
