Id take it all back

I wish I could take it back, every little word
I'm sorry, even though Ive said the words so many times they seem absurd
Now I lost the thing that meant most to me
The thing that showed me light when I couldn't see
That I tried to stop myself from cutting for
The one person that I will always adore
All I'm left with now, is my razor and some silly little tears
The same ones Ive been left with all of these years
Alone and cold, left in the dark
Lined head to toe with the same bloody marks
Id take it all back if thats what I could do
Id take it all back, if once again I could just have you

*To my Mike...I'll always love you*