Finally let go

Sitting in the dark
with tears rolling down
and all this pain inside
its taking control
my mind in blank
I'm getting weak
and my grip is letting go
how much longer i can hold on
I'm not to sure
I'm holding on as tight as i can though
but the more i hold on
the more i want to let go
cause if i let go
there would be no more hurt and sorrow
no more tears or scars
and no more of me saying that I'm OK when I'm not
closing my eyes as my last tears flow
my grip has finally let go