Rain of tears

It's raining outside,
all I can hear is an
ocean tide.
The rain I feel, are
My tears filled with
all of my fears
letting go and showing
me something real.
Day after day I
think of you,
only if you knew.
It's hard for me to
talk to you,
because I'm afraid
when i say I'm okay,
thats not true.
Being in love, is not
what some say it is,
but being loved back
I really, really miss.
Silent tears fall,
will you be able to see
me the same at all?
I can hear an ocean tide,
as I cry, It's still raining
outside.

Michelle