I opened my heart for the first time in a while,
You were the first person who made me laugh and smile.
When I was with you no one else seemed to be there,
I couldn’t care less when they would sit and stare.
You were my dream come true,
Now it’s all nightmares since I’ve lost you.
This world that I’m living in is worse then hell,
The pain and the pressure, I’m not doing to well.
I wish that I could take back my life,
I would’ve never resulted to using a knife.
I would’ve never taken to the pleasures of pain,
And would’ve never cried tears like the outside rain.
If I could undo what has already been done,
I would still be with you and having fun.
Things would be different if I could have my way,
But just like always it doesn’t matter what I say.
No one believes me I don’t know if you do,
But my heart’s telling me that I truly love you.
My mind says to move on and let you go,
But what’s left of my heart says no.
It’s says that it wants you and to give you time,
You’ll come around even its rhyme after rhyme.
Together again we’ll someday be,
At least that’s what my heart wants to see.
I need to know what you want from me,
My soul is shattering pitifully.
I love you with all of my heart,
Please let us have a new start.
