Just let me die

This heart is dieing, friends around me are crying what can i do what can i say this is the decision i had to make.
My happiness i always had to fake sorry i couldn't say goodbye because if i did you wouldn't of let me died.
Sometimes is so hard to say the truth, but this is something am going to do sometimes you cant even cry because there are no tears left in you're eyes,
but before i go i have to say i found the easiest way. i guess i just had to let go. I had to slit my throat.

sorry best thing i can think of for the ending please i would like to here you're likes and dislikes bout my poems cause i think i need to improve