Living In The Shadows

I'm just a girl,
Trying to figure myself out,
Trying to find who I am,
What my life is about

I'm two people,
One of them is always depressed and sad,
The other wants to live,
Wants to know how to be happy so bad

I try to look inside,
And see what I can see,
I see a lost confused girl,
So desperately trying to learn who to be

She's living in the shadows,
Running from the light,
Thinks shes only safe,
In the darkness of the night

She's running from herself,
Before she takes her own life away,
It's not her fault,
She shouldn't have to pay

Love is the slowest most delightful suicide she can find,
Always making her as happy as can be,
But sometimes,
It hurts so bad she just wants to flee.

I'm living in the shadows,
Trying to learn who to be,
But it's hard to learn,
When it's me vs. me.