This life I live in is killing me inside,
pushing me places I just wanna hide.
Get away from this place,
out where it's clear,
so I can see my face,
and live without fear.
When I left you it felt so right,
so right I didn't need to cry at night.
Now I need you and your not here,
you've gone somewhere else,
and left me with these fears.
You said things about me,
that were really bad.
Then you said you didn't mean them,
and that you were just mad.
After you said those things,
it mad it even worse.
Bad enough to make me cry,
get sealed in by your curse.
I said that I was dying,
and you asked me why i was.
I didn't want to tell you,
because you were the cauze.
And now I sit in my home,
surrounded by family but I'm so alone.
Death seems like the only way out,
but I don't wanna leave my friends,
I don't want them to cry or pout,
so my live will not end.
