This is my heart
On a paper card.
If my timing is bad,
please don't be mad.
these are just words
i need you to hear,
so the fog between us
can lift and be clear.
When reading this,
don't take it too serious you hear.
take it light-hearted,
i wrote it with cheer.
I just felt i never really
cleared things out.
And that left me in
confusion and in doubt.
I thought it better to write u instead,
cause when face-to-face
words always tumble in my head.
I needed closure,
For words unsaid
And for what you felt towards me,
Was your heart ever there?
Even though I knew the answer,
This talk was over due
Even though I knew the answer
I had to hear it from you
The last time we parted
i let myself go,
my emotions overflowed
for the truth i had to know.
That what was happening,
meant the end for me,
together we
were not meant to be.
But i accepted it
and slowly creep-ed ahead,
knowing that finally
I'll have a good nights rest in bed.
Understanding your fear,
the depth of the words you said.
That there might never be another,
that can make you feel like that.
I understand this now
cause that's how i feel,
just never knew
that it could feel this real.
Anything you've heard,
of anything I've said.
Just want to let you know,
it was said with insecurities in my head.
Like...
I'll be in his shadow,
she'll run back to him.
I don't think i have the love she desires.
I won't fit into her dream.
But that doesn't bother me anymore,
i am who i be,
Cause I'll never be him
and he cant ever be me.
Were your feelings towards me
ever really sincere
Or is what i had to say at the time,
just what you needed to hear.
I would usually end a relationship,
before i caused any pain.
Cause out of that,
i felt i had nothing to gain.
Is that our story thus so far?
or am completely overshooting the bar.
Thinking of you
just made me want to sleep,
cause i didn't want to face my feelings,
i wanted to hide them deep.
And in my dreams, i would speak
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
Is what i would hear myself say,
No need to hide it anymore,
its finally out of my way.
i guess what i needed to know from you,
was if its still a dream.
And if it is, for u to understand,
that i had to come clean.
Cause I could not sleep anymore
i had to get out of bed,
still never really knowing,
would have played on with my head.
Don't let my words make
us strangers, once more.
I did what i felt i had to do,
I'm not knocking on your door.
So, the next time we see each other,
i hope its with a smile,
I said friends foremost,
i meant it,
my number you can always dial.
