Just can't understand...

It just hurts...more and more...
every day...

I try so hard...just to find...
the right words to say...

I think and I think...
obsessing over you...

Trying so hard...just to find...
the right thing to do...

is it possible to trust?
after so much trust was lost?

Can I go back?
after that one fine line was crossed?

We use to be so close...
It was you that I use to cry to...

But now all is lost...
And the reason I cry now is you...

Sweet memories of us...
will always last...

It's just too bad...that now...
it's all in the past...

Can I forgive you?
Should I?

Should I just give up on this world
and die?

Why can't I get through?
To myself, to you?

Why am I so confused...
Why can't I know what to do?

Maybe I was in love with you...
More than just a friend...

It doesn't matter now...
I'm sure that feeling came to an end...

I just don't know NE more...
I just can't comprehend...

Why that wonderful friendship of ours...
Had to come to and end...

Why you had to chose her...
And through me aside...

Just thinking back...
Makes it hard to survive...

I feel I can't live with out you...
But I can't live with you at the same time...

what you did to me...wasn't a big deal...
but should still be considered a crime...

So here's another poem...
For you...from me...

Wondering in my heart...
If here again you'll ever be...