If I could die a thousand times,
I'd kill myself today
If I could go far back in time,
I'd give my world away
If I could understand the pain fully,
I would not hesitate
If I could see into the future,
I would not destroy my fate
It looked almost coordinated,
how you made me feel
What a fool I was,
for thinking this love was real
It looked almost believable,
you almost got me again
What a fool I was,
thinking your love could heal my pain
Whatever happens,
just know I felt something strong for you
Just remember now,
there's nothing at all anyone can do
Whatever happens,
forget that I ever tried to care
Just remember now,
I promised I would always be there
If I could die a thousand times,
I'd take my life into my hand
If I could go far back in time,
I'd try to make myself understand
If I could express this pain inside,
I would share it with everyone
If I could die a thousand times,
suicide would be pretty fun
