Forever Alone

*My pop just died today so this is dedicated to him*

It all happened so quick
It took me by surprise
But i knew something was wrong
When i saw tears in my dads eyes

My mum told me
I'm sorry, we have bad news
As soon as i heard it
I didn't know what to do

I just turned and ran
Emotions scattered everywhere
I hid in my room
And cried in despair

I should be used to death
It shouldn't make me cry
So many loved ones now
Taken up above so high

First there was my twin sister
She died when she was born
I never even knew her
Never got a chance to mourn

My grandma died shortly after
I was only two
All i can do is stare at photos
Of the woman i never knew

And then there was "Uncle" Jack
He had suffered from a stroke
And one night he fell asleep
And never again woke

One of my best friends
Slit his wrists in bed
I never told him how i felt
So many things i left unsaid

And yet another friend
Taken from me
In a crash of twisted metal
God ignored my desperate plea

And now your gone
It doesn't seem fair
Why is God doing this?
Does he even care?

Everyone around me
Is slipping away
And leaving me here alone
No one wants to stay

In the end thats all i will be
Forever alone
I think God wants me
To suffer on my own