As the day... (i sit and wonder)

As the day passes by,
I sit and wonder why oh why?
A best friend of mine you used to be,
Until there was no you and me.

As the day gets even colder,
The whole situation gets even bolder,
Some things you said hurt deep down,
Yet still I show a smile not a frown.

As the day gets more lonely,
I hope and pray that you’ll phone me,
Through the pain I still cared loads,
But now was the time to take different roads.

As the day begins to fade,
On the grass I think and lade,
How, did this all begin?
And did I really lose or win.

As the day changes to night,
I sit and wonder how to make it right,
A long time now since we spoke last,
Is our friendship a thing of the past?

As the day has gone away,
I still remember that day in May,
I never once said you were all to blame,
But nothing I said was said in vain.

As the day becomes more clear
I begin to feel a lot less fear
Although I care, life goes on
I have other friends to shine my light upon.