Within My Silent Soul! (The Longer Version)

Broken windows to my silent soul,
Deep dark secrets that I keep and forever hold,
Pain and fury that I now live and feel,
Dripping blood thats gushes red and real.

Drowning darkness that forms my dreams,
Hate and rage that becomes even more extreme,
Day by day I cry alone,
Giving up, is what my tears have shown.

Heavy-metal music fills my ears,
Its rhythm beats to my uncontrollable tears,
Needle sharp daggers piece through my heart,
Burning anger is what makes me fall apart.

Shortening of breath is what I now have,
Fading away quietly has made me glad,
Always living the never ending side me,
Truth is what don't lie, so you better believe.

Edged out cuts that line up my wrist,
Silent treatments within a pounding fist,
Commiting suicide is not my end,
Memories that last throughout repeated sins.

A tasteless waste has become life,
Long beginnings of an unending strife,
Deeper emotions buried so down deep,
Graveyards that live beyond our two feet.

Nailed up box that fits my shape,
Uncapable of ever becoming raped,
Dirt that scatters throughout my time,
Insane pictures that blur my mind.

Stars that are born and then they die,
Living up in the never ending sky,
Black holes that suck up any matter,
Broken hearts with no pitter, patter.

My youth of life has just begun,
Yet I still live this life beneath the living sun,
Bleeding pain always filling up my wounds,
Living on within these faded tunes!

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