On the outside I lie,I tell you everything is ok
but on the inside I cry and wanna fade away
On the outside I smile,even in pouring rain
Yet on the inside I'm filled with so much pain
On the outside I seem to laugh in the face of despair
while on the inside I shake and tremble with fear
On the outside you think I'm full of wonder
On the inside I just wanna be six feet under
If you could stare deep into my soul
The truth is there,the truth you would know
I can no longer live my life a lie
And I feel today is a good day to die!
