Just as I got down, things started to lighten up.
Then dropped so low I forget how to breathe.
Why did you lie? If you don’t care, then just say so.
I try to sleep but can’t stop thinking
Of the friends I could have had.
Why the hell did I call you?
All you did was lie again.
Just like you always have.
Go on and forget about me.
I’ll move on if I can.
If I don’t I won’t survive
The heart attack I’ve always wanted.
