KEEPING IT INSIDE

I've learnt to block it all away,
and keep the worst unsaid,
I try and forget it all,
or at least ignore instead.

I try to let it not get to me
all the things that cause me strife,
I'll push it all to one side
In hope that i can live this life.

But I've grown up so confused,
wrapped up in all my fears,
Now I'm struggling to end this torment,
that has been going on for years.

All those things that i've buried inside,
are tearing me up from within
I try and put up a fight
but I always seem to give in.

I hate the way I'm living this life,
Thinking i can escape the pain,
Without even facing it
thats why things haven't changed

I realize now its bad to keep it in,
all the things that cause you strife
coz it'll eventually destroy you,
and probably your life...

***I SEEM TO ALWAYS KEEP MY PROBLEMS INSIDE, AND THE FACT IS THERE TEARING ME APART, I GUESS I KEEP THEM TO MYSELF TO HIDE THE TRUTH, WHICH IS I STRUGGLE WITH THIS LIFE, MY PARENTS WANT ME TO BE THE GOOD CHILD, SO I'M AFRAID I'LL DISAPPOINT THEM IF I TELL THEM THE TRUTH. I KNOW ITS BAD TO KEEP IT ALL INSIDE COZ IT'LL BE BECOME A BIG BURDEN TO YOU..ANYWAYS COMMENT AND RATE***