My six battles

The battles of love,
i had gone through my life,
6 battles for love,
lost each fights in pain,,,

the first love i ever felt,
was felt for Jasmin,
she asked me am i gonna court,
i said yes,even though not ready,,

after 1 week of effort,
she sent me a message,
telling me that i have failed,
to do what should have been done,

after a day of despair,
she said i still had a chance,
so i courted her again,
and a day after repeated again,

so much depression felt inside of me,
no way to cure my agony,
after 4 months of pain,
i had seek for another lady..

i had found another person,
to love and to protect,
i had fallen for my friend Kriselle,
but no courage to tell,

but a rumor came to me,
that i was gonna be late,
so no other way but tell her,
and risk our friendship would break,,

after classes my heart was pounding,
hoping and wishing you'll understand my meaning...
and not be annoyed by the fact that i love you,,
and still be friends just me and you,,

i told the feeling hidden inside,
you said OK no problems aside,
after that we were still friends,
but not as close as best-friends,,

after February i asked can i court,
you replied sorry but I'm not ready,
i understand that you were too young,
so i waited for July to ask you again,

so one last time
i asked her can i court?
once again you replied,I'm still not ready,
and added that your just a friend to me,
i accepted to find another lady..

seeking again for succession,
hoping again for an aggression,
another girl founded by my heart,
her name is Marielle,almost the same as Kriselle,

so for the fifth time i asked a girl can i court,
she said its OK,
but a her friend said no do not,
so she didn't allow me to do what i begged,
its all because a friend had said,

after a week i asked her again,
but the same answer came out of her,
thats it i quit, its the six time i got hurt,
never having a joyous success..

thats the story of my six battles lost,
I'm still here looking for another girl to court,,
I'll just persevere to bring my joys,
and hope that next time will be my story of success,.

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this is a poem about my love life, i don't know why but i always get hurt,
but I'm not giving up till i find the special some1,,,
thank you for reading,,,,=D