Giving up!

The pain I cannot express
This feeling I'm not going
to confess, it's too much of
a mess.

I'm tired of crying,
I'm tired of being blamed
I'm tired of pretending
evernthings okay.

I want a sister, will she
ever see, or will she just Block
Her and that baby out on me?

Really at this point I don't
even care, because right now
My life is just a nightmare.

My dad's putting everthing
on me, it's all my fault
according to him and my sister.

So tonight I think I might
acutally have peace, by
overdosing!