Who am I?

I feel no part of me,
I feel a loss of stability.
I feel so confused,
With a soul battered and bruised.

I don’t remember what’s right, what’s wrong,
I can’t tell weak from strong.
No rainbow waits at the end of the storm.
I see no light, I feel no warmth.
There is no me, I had to transform.

The things I learned, the things I know.
They helped me see, they helped me grow.
But nothing prepared me for this heartache.
I shattered in a million pieces from this earthquake.

In myself I found a home,
Of layers piled upon for protection.
Afflicted by a pain unwelcome,
Without a trace of any direction.

I wish I knew,
Of what I’m not sure,
This feeling is so new,
I don’t know, I just feel so insecure.

Please help me find myself,
I don’t remember who I was.

I feel no part of me,
I feel a loss of stability.
I feel so confused,
With a soul battered and bruised.