I look at you and find myself unworthy of this love,
You didnt realise but appreciated me.
But God saw this injustice and I was deprived.
From the one thing that was truly mine.
Now I find myself of an honest nature,
And have realised how my past life was a crime.
But I grieve for the fervour and kisses lost,
Spending my time trying to make you mine.
Some say I chase my task in vain and that Im mad,
I pity those souls for they cannot feel what I feel.
Just your eyes how they stare at me after such a long time
And I hope they don?t steal my freedom again
Now I wont even imagine your touch,
Cant risk you stealing my soul more than twice
I might just forget who I am again
If you reach me I cant promise Ill survive.
Because last time you stared deep into my heart?
It took me what seemed a thousand years to get it back
