In our perfect Heaven

In our perfect heaven we will meet very soon,
We will meet in the sand under the moon,

As right now gods taken you above to the sky,
But by tomorrow baby I'll be with you up high,

All my thoughts turn to death as I stand here,
Because I cant stand another day when your not near,

So I'd like to say I love you as I hold the gun against my head,
I've made my choice I cant live with out you, I'm soon going to be dead,

I didn't give up on life, life gave up on me,
Because the day you took your last breathe, my life died too but why can't they see,

With you I see heaven with out you I see hell,
But how much I need you my lips cant seem to tell,

I owe you my life as you showed me love,
So I'll soon pay you back and meet you in the skies above,

Every day i dream about that night,
That night when I felt you slipping away as I held you tight,

I squeezed your hand so tightly, as I watched your soul die,
I tried to stay strong, but a tear escaped my eye,

You stared and said you loved me,
And in your heart I would forever be,

I watched you being forced to face your death,
A tear rolled down your cheek as you took your finally breathe,

My head dropped as my love left my hands,
But now I want nothing but to be with you in gods lands,

But that day that gunman took your life,
He crushed all my dreams of being a wife,

So now I'm leaving though my soul left with you,
Your in heaven now I will be too,

So bye my world I'll see you all soon,
I hope you understand i left to be with my love under the moon,

So in our perfect heaven we sit in the sand,
We stare at the ocean hand in hand,

So don't feel bad about not seeing my wounds that wouldn't mend,
Because now I'm in my perfect heaven to finish my fairytale, we didn't quite end.